Writing -- and frankly not writing -- occupies an incredible amount of my mental and emotional energy. I seem to find time to do almost everything else but write. Direct the Canadian Studies Programme? Check. Teach? Check. Co-host a conference in the first month of term? Check. Supervise honours and graduate students? Check. Walk the dogs? Cook? Go to yoga? Check, check, check. Write a long-form project? Writing regularly? *crickets*
For those of you who have been reading here for awhile it will come as no surprise that I fret about my writing practice. I have written about it -- or the lack of it -- in terms of DIY Academia, in terms of collaboration and community, and I have written a lot about my anxieties around writing a book. Indeed, writing practice takes up a great deal of mental space here at Hook & Eye. In addition to my fretting, some of Aimée's posts have addressed strategy (the 30-minute miracle) and reality (how writing can be unnervingly selfish).
It was beginning to seem as though it didn't matter how much I worried about writing, I simply could not find the time to develop a sustainable practice. Now, this doesn't mean I haven't been writing. Not at all. This year alone I have written and presented six conference papers and I have written a few things for publication that are
under review or in various stages of the broken system that is scholarly publishing. But my writing practice? Well, it looked something like this. Happily, something has changed.
This August I had the distinct privilege to attend the Banff Research in Culture Retreat. In addition to going to seminars, hearing public talks, and meeting amazing people, there was a great deal of time to simply work. We were assigned studios that we could access at any time of the day or night, and there were few expectations on us save for the expectation that we would be spending our time in meaningful ways. One does not waste an opportunity like this, right? In addition to attending the seminars, I was there for two reasons: to work with my collaborator on a writing project, and to write a book proposal of my own. Frankly, I assumed I would get the collaborative project finished (peer pressure!) and work on the solo project on my own time when I returned home. But that isn't quite how things worked out. Between the complete break from my own life, the stimulating discussions, and the space to take work seriously I managed to leave that time completing both projects and then some. It was exhilarating! I did All of The Things! ... and then it was time to go home...
How do you keep up a sustainable writing practice when you return from mountain paradise -- replete with your collaborator, a wonderful built-in community, and a buffet where the grapefruit is already peeled -- to the many quotidian things that steal time from your already busy day? I was worried. But, I've managed to keep up writing on a five-day-a-week basis since I have been home and back to Real Life. Here's how:
1) Gain momentum: I left the retreat with real, tangible writing momentum. Projects had been completed. That felt amazing ... and it made me want more.
2) Make a plan, and make that plan public: I know myself. My best-laid writing plans get thrown down over the puddle so that all the other things that need doing can walk over them and keep their feet dry. I needed help, I needed someone or something to keep me honest. So I asked my collaborator, who is also a trusted friend and colleague for help, and together we came up with a plan. We both have long-term projects that are easily put aside. The deal is this: we write one page of our own projects Monday-Friday. On Saturday we ship the writing off to the other person. See? Proof. I did it! We check in on each other, encourage one another to make the time to
write, and we remind each other that it is both important and valuable
to take our own work seriously enough to make time for it.
3) Check in: Whether you're able to find a friend or form a group, if you're aiming to develop a sustainable writing practice make sure you establish contingency plans. What happens if you miss a day (and you will)? What happens when you need to do more research, or you're in the editing phase? Things will come up. Knowing how you're going to deal with blips in the routine means you aren't as prone to getting derailed and disheartened.
4) Do it: The most sustainable practice I have in my life thus far is my yoga practice. There was a time where the idea of getting out of bed at 5:30am was not only inconceivable to me, it was laughable. Now I do it five days a week because it keeps me level-headed. Sure, it takes sacrifice and dedication from me, and from my partner who has shifted his schedule to match mine a bit more. And it is not always fun. Some mornings I can hardly face the idea of dragging myself out of bed
to get to the studio, but when I do it usually feels fantastic. Even
when practice is horrible, there is the fact that I've done it. Shri K. Pattabhi Jois (the main teacher of the style of yoga I practice) was often quoted saying, "Do your practice, all is coming." Writing, I am finally learning, is like that too.